BABY GERALD & BABY CLARA!!!

                   
                    
time passes really quickly...whenever i looked at them..i will
feel that i am getting so much older now...hhaaa..then i will
wonder when will it be my turn to have my family..hee...

the boy got me a new camera - G11.in love with it.so handy.
and love the colour of those photos..thank you ling ling!hee.

craving to go on another holiday.haha.i think i am mad la...


prawning prawning.i miss prawning...no choice..got to study hard
now ist...after december..wohhooo..i will be free!!!!!

i have been so so lazy to do anything else and i dont knw
why....humps...i haven been doing my jewelleries.i haven
been taking any photos.i haven been hanging out with
friends.i haven been blogging.beside doing my japanese
homework,meet up with the boy and prawning, just nothing
else.hai...

i am just so lucky.managed to change away my short
flights for new york and 4 off days.shiok...i had 4off
days straight.and flying off to new york tml..though it
is for better allowance but i am feeling reluctant to go
away for 6 days.irritating.but i look forward to the 3
off days afterward.n oh man..my japan trip is getting
nearer...i have been thinking abt aeon mall,narita village,
sushiiiii, shinjuku,harajukuuuuu...shiiibuyaa...hahaa...
i need to go japan soonnnnnnnnnnnnn.

and sucks.i hope my roster next month will be something
for me to look forward to .... :)

arhhh...japanese is so so difficult.........

many many things happened for the past one month or so.. and make
me start to wonder and realise alot of things that i been missing out.
my life was basically peaceful for the past few month till that "woman"
appear out of nowhere and created a whole lots of trouble to my gang
of friends. this "woman" who gave me the impression that she
is always trying to hide her true self from others.she will try so hard
to fit into the gp ,act friendly act innocent like she is an angel but deep
down i think she is damn fug up especially when she is drunk.i am always
fugging sensitive to my frens around me.but yestersday,when our gang
have a gathering and she is there..i totally lost it.i din bother to look
friendly nor talk to her.i guess she realise that too.i totally dun care 
that she is someone my friend is in love with now.i fuggin dun care
anymore.and even if she is befriending with all my good friends now,
i still not goin to talk to her.as long as she is in.i am out.i dun like her
is a fact and i dun like to wear a mask .

even though,it was sad to see the gp is spilting up.but all the recent
incidents make me look at ppl around me with a different perspective.
i know who are real friends who will stick to u.i knw who are friends
who just make use of u.i am not stupid.i am moving on.i wun grief
anymore over the fact that i have seen the true colours of ppl who
are close to me. i dun wan to talk abt it.i knw it within.

and from my sensei life experiences,she makes me feel that i should
feel fortunate with what i have now.2 dollars to me seems nothing.i
can spent it without thinking without feelin a pinch.but to somebody
else they will think for half hour ? one hour? a day ? to decide on
where should they spend the 2 dollars on?maybe i should really
cut down on my cabbing and stuff.hai....

i need to loosen up.feeling damn stress up lately.

continue soon...need to get some rest.bleh..tml morning flight.